
; Pssst : I wan ya to know tht
Im still not over you..
Life can be really weird sometimes..
I don't really know what i want anymore.
Its like it was all jus a dream..
There is an ending in every start,
I don't know how to make it last but i'll make every moment count.
Today was alright i guess, laugh to much alr(:
Thanks to my awesome asshole Crystal:)
To Rabbit-:
You said you love me, so why did you have to leave ?
What are words if you don't mean them ?
Honestly, I've stopped thinking of you.
Really stopped. Not even for a moment.
But cos i wasn't careful enuf,
i fall into those memories that i wasn't able to escape..
Maybe i haven't let go you from the start..
Not bcos i don't want to, but i jus can't.
If i have a choice to let go, i will but i can't.
Im not strong enuf to let it all go..
Why did you say you love me if you know its not gonna last ?
Maybe there's no way for me to let go of you,
I won't force myself to, cos in the end i'll jus love you more.
Let time tell everything, If i really can't let go,
Than so be it. Maybe waiting for you isn't bad after all ?
Maybe someday i'll be yours again.. No one knows.
I believe in miracles and it will only happens if we believe in it.
Don't wanna say much._. cos making things obvious O.o
My answer will remain as YES.. Cos iloveyou(: ♥
To JHST-:
It has been 2 days without texting you..
It seems awkward. I don't know what am i suppose to do
When i see you. Is it my fault that i've cause us to be like this ?
Or something that my answer was a mistake.
Will there be any happiness if my answer was to be different.
Maybe i was the wrong choice for you, Sorry for hurting you.
I don't have any intention of hurting you or anything.
I more didn't hav any intention to play with your feelings or anything.
I asked you to give me time, not to know what others answer is.
But i needed time to explain, but maybe we are both from different world..
We don't think the same, that what make us liddat ..
I don't really know what got into us lately. Maybe this is fate bah ?
You will always be my goodfriend still(:
Someday when you are ready to be my friend again, tell me(:
My heart is forever open for you to enter again yah?(:
Loves ♥
To my future Bestfriend-:
Omg, i totally love you luh(:
But seriously, how can i not love you right?:)
HAHAH. Hmmm, its been quite a long time since i've know you(:
Having you in my life is pretty much awesome, or i should say awesome much^^
Having you in my life is close to prefect(: , Too good alr luh(:
Thanks for everything you have done for me &
For being someone i can always count on..
Without you, i won't be who i am nao and i won't be able to hang until nao(:
Omg, i love your retardedness and everything luh:)
There's nothing that i don't like about you ! like seriously.
Omg, im so lazy to type alr. not really in the mood nao._.
Loves, -NICOLE:B-