And, my name is

POONMANASANANNICOLE♥.

The name is NICOLEPOONSILING♥
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TWELVEMAY♥
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You are the first guy i really love so much y'know? D:
First guy i waited so long for ... D:
I wanna give up but i jus can't ...
I wanna hold on but im tired ...
What do u want me to do ? Can you tell me ? D:
Im afraid of losing you yet afraid to tell you..
Im afraid to let you know yet afraid to show it ..
Y'know, What i wanna give you i just can't give ?
What i can give isn't the thing u want...
329 days and im still in love with you ...
276 u have leave my life alr D:
Do you know how many tears i've alr shed for you ? D:
11months alr.. 11months le D: ! im still in love w u , do u know tht ?! D:
You said u are not okay , I asked why & u won't even say...
Im like so useless D: ,
I can't even be my your side to hear your problems ):
New Year alr ..
I typed only type long messages to the one im close to .
12 People and u are one of them ..
Among all the boys, i sent you the longest ..
But whats the use ? D: .. What did u send me ?
NOTHING... I waited for your message ..
wait and wait and wait until 4...
Hais ... seriously, u are the first that i love so much..
Today is the first .. Im here tearing cos of you..
New year y'know ? Why are u making my life so hard ..
I've been blogging about you for the past 5days and this is the 6th..
Why is it the number always have the be 6 ...
And you are the 6th person i type out the long msg for ..
And i jus realise that .. hais ..
I really really really dunnoe what's gonna happen on the 6th feb ..
Can we start everything all over again D: ?
I really miss you .. Jus so much D:
Im really veh tired of holding on ..
But i jus can't let go ? D:
How ? Tell me what to do can ?
Even i don't know what i want ..
A new year aren't it suppose to be NEW ?
Why is it that im STILL in LOVE with YOU ? D;
I don't know how my life is gonna be like in 2011..
And i also don't know how long will my feeling last for you ..
Most of all, I don't know whether to hold on or to let go .
I won't know the answer only my heart will,
And time will tell everything.
I really hope this will be the last post imma gonna post about you..
Maybe one day if i ever post about you again it will be something better instead of this^^.
I shall let you go for nao and in the future time will tell everything:D
Today is the day imma gonna give myself more freedom~ :D
This is a new year and since its a new one for you.
It shall be a new one for me too^^
Thanks for everything u have done jus for me:D
Thanks for being there for me when i needed someone most.
Thanks for holding my hands and always still me stuff.
Thanks for understanding my fucked up attuide.
Thanks for everything yeah? :D
Its time to let go .. Let myself have a better life too^^
I wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR(:
Jiayou and all the best kor^^ ♥
Once again, ILOVEYOU:D ♥
& not anymore...

BESTFRIEND :D !

Yay ! Its a new year:D
Means its a new everything:D
But my feeling for you will still remain(:
But i don't know how long will it last until..
I wish you a happy new year^^.
Sent u a long msg too.
Im happy you send me one..
Its a new year so yah ..
Its either imma gonna let go or hold on too.
If i let go .. we both can find our next bestf ..
And it will be a new beginning for both of us(:
But if i hold on ..
This time , i'll cherish our friendship and hope you will too^^
Cos we get older alr and im sure we both are getting more mature.
Hope we will become much closer than before and i know we will.
But for nao i will hold on^^.
Until u say we are over cos you will neh have feelings for me anymore
Thn i will let you go(:
Anyway yah,
I still have feelings for you:D
And i hope u also have~ :D
If i ask you to be my bestfriend, Say yes yeah ?:D
If u are reading this nao ..
Give me a hint that u will say yes please D: !
Cos im scare u will say NO..
my biggest fear ~ D: . say yesh yeah? (:
Im still waiting for that answer :D
This time, things are gonna be different.
In order to prove you and i mean my words,
Once u give me a hint, i will ask u to be my bestfriend face to face..
Even though i know im afraid that i might not be able to say it in ur face.
But i'll try(: , Thanks for everything u have done jus for me,
I appreciate everything:D and i know everything is worth remembering:D
No matter what ur answer gonna be , whether is YES OR NO.
I will still be your good friend^^. Not only good friend but VERY GOOD FRIEND :D
Without you i won't be who i am nao .
And i won't be able to hang on until here.
Cos u are the one who was there the most when i needed someone MOST.
U are the one who support me behide my back and tell me everything's gonna be okay
Cos u are here^^ .
U were the one who went thru thick and thin with me and i appreciate everything^^
So yeah, i won't let go until there's no way back~
ILOVEYOU BABE :D ♥