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Thursday, December 30, 2010
It Seems Like I'm Afraid To Lose You but Dare Not Show ..

Hey ! :D
Jus got back from camp..
1st day was hell ...
Run 5km .. After that swimming..
Than training ... Nothing much uh:D
2nd day was awesome alth training was tiring(:
Realize the C'girls are really bonded(:
And we are really all in this together^^.
Omg, i miss Jazreel to the max xD !
Actually nothing much uh..
Kinda lazy to post xD ...
Mr. STITCH :D
Sometimes i really wonder ..
Have u been reading my blog ?
Why is it that after i post about you..
We are beginning to get closer..
How much do i mean to you ? Seriously..
Im afraid to lose you and but i bet you don't even know..
When u suddenly text me at 4AM,
When u told me u are going to sleep at about 12+
I was shocked.. I asked you what happened ?
You said NOTHING with a sad face..
At that MOMENT.. Do u know how worried i am ?
Sometimes its not what action that matters..
Sometimes its what lies within you that matters..
Im afraid to show you but at the same time afraid to lose you..
I miss you so badly..
Listen well,
No matter what happen, jus know that..
I'll be there for you like before(:
Iloveyou and nothing will change that.
Hey my dearest BESTFRIEND(:
I'm still waiting for you..
Do u even know that ?
There's no way for me to prove you that i still have feeling for you..
Cos you might not trust whatever i say alr only my actions...
But sometimes there's no way for me to prove you..
Its hard for me to hold your hands ..
Its hard for me to get close to you..
Even by putting my head on your shoulder seems to be difficult..
Sometimes its really hard for me to use my action to show you..
So instead i use words.. but seems like you don't get me D:
Not i dunwanna use my actions to prove you.. but its hard..
Unless you give me a chance(:
Anyway there's nothing more i can say alr..
Just yah, If u don't give me a chance to prove you using my action
Than i shall use words but if u are not gonna believe what i say,
than there's nothing more i can do..
Cos imma jus gonna wait(:
Wait for that DAY. The day when u are mine(':
If i ask you to be my bestfriend, please say yes^^.
Maybe even if i say this nao ..
You won't even see or read this ..
But whatever it is, im still waiting for you(:
Iloveyou bestfriend^^.
"When it hurts to look back and your scared to look ahead you can look
beside you and I'll will be there."
Labels: Losing you is my biggest regret...
xoxo. 12:11 AM