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Wednesday, December 1, 2010
DAILY ENTRIES ; Day 1 - Your Best Friend
for my bestfriend:-
Hey Idiotic asshole(:
Dont think u will be reading this post, but its okayh. Theres many things i wanna say to u but i hav no chance.. Thanks for everything you did jus for me. Thanks for giving me something that no one have ever give me before. You changed my me and my life. you taught me how to cherish things and u taught me the real meaning of bestf. You given me wonderful memories that no one can ever give or will ever give me. Thanks for being there for me when imma down. Thanks for buying stuff for me. Thanks for being my listening ear and everything i ever needed. Thanks for many things, but most importantly.. Thanks for being my Bestfriend(: , i neh once regret having u as my bestf, cos being with u is the best thing that every happen & imma not afraid to let anyone know this. Maybe nao ur feeling alr fade bah but i havent and it won't , cos i jus cant let go.. Sorie for hurting u. Maybe u letting go of me was the right choice bah.. Hurting u is my biggest regret, and regret is always the most beautiful thing cos i learn to cherish. If u were to give me another chance, i'll do whatever i can do change. Maybe me saying all this nao, won't change ur mind. but yah.. hope it will. Imma serious about this friendship. maybe before, i didnt cherish u bah.. until i lose u this time round.. maybe u wont even care anymore cos imma nothing to u. but whatever it is, i wanna apologize for everything i did to hurt u. To u its no cure, but this apology is everything to me. cos imma reali veh serious.. Maybe theres nothing i can do to make u forgive me alr, but i'll wait cos u mean alot to me. 8months.. During the 8months, how many days we spend tgt? In this year, theres only one NOMAD, one badminton chalet, one wkw, one 240310, one 130510, one 041010, one mid year exam, one final year exam. theres alot of things that can only happen once a year & this past 8 month, means everything to me. Maybe u'll letgo of this friendship but i won't , cos there's a million of things that i wanna keep. U being by my side is jus amazing. I can feel the happiness and secure^^ & i like it. I dont think i can find another bestf like u(: . Thanks for giving me so many chance. but yah, i didnt appreciate it. Your awesome & yah, i hope u last long with Xinying^^. I truthfully wish u♥. I wanna see u happy, cos nao i know i can no longer do anything to make u happy. I will support u behide ur back like how u did before(: , seriously .. give me another chance.. and i'll change.. We dont have to be bestf, jus continue being close will do(: cos i wanna be there for u♥. Let go of 130510 & 041010 bah.. find someone whose way way way better den me(: & i noe u alr did. Let those be a memorable memories to us bah.. Den liddat i wont hurt u anymore. Maybe there's no more chance for me to be ur bestf alr. but whatever it is , i hope we can still continue to be assholes(: . cos retarded asshole is u choose for me de. U make me noe how much i mean to u after reading the book u gav me. i hope i can get it back from u.. i wanna keep it forever.. i wannna remember that u was once my bestf and still will be, cos i aint giving up yet(:. Iloveyou & nothings gonna change the fact. Give me another chance, and i wont let go this time round. Im not afraid to let everyone know that i wan u to be my bestf cos i wan them to be my witness that imma serious about u. When sch reopens, everything will change. If i wan something i gotta fight for it and i will until the veh last end.. until u tell me that nothing can change this friendship anymore.. than i'll give up. if not i wont. I wont let u go anymore cos imma gonna hold u so tightly. Thanks for everything u did jus for me, if i still mean something to u.. imma sure u'll care about this friendship. I've alr wakeup from this sleep. U wake me up. u make me realize many things this past few days. u make me rewind all the memories and everything tht we done before. Whatever it is, imma sorie. To u is cfm no cure de but if sorie is no cure that wad cure ? maybe to u is nothing bah.. den time will heal ur wounds. we still got 3 years tgt.. if u wanna end this friendship here.. u can but i wont. Theres more i wanna say to u, but this time i will use action to prove to u, that my feeling is real and true. imma not playing it or jus trying to hurt u.. kay bah .. i wish u all the best with Xinying. Jus remember i will always be there for u and be everything u need(: ILOVEYOU(: muackxx:-*. takecaree~ ; i will be waiting still..
for my bestfriend:-
Hey Idiotic asshole(:
Dont think u will be reading this post, but its okayh. Theres many things i wanna say to u but i hav no chance.. Thanks for everything you did jus for me. Thanks for giving me something that no one have ever give me before. You changed my me and my life. you taught me how to cherish things and u taught me the real meaning of bestf. You given me wonderful memories that no one can ever give or will ever give me. Thanks for being there for me when imma down. Thanks for buying stuff for me. Thanks for being my listening ear and everything i ever needed. Thanks for many things, but most importantly.. Thanks for being my Bestfriend(: , i neh once regret having u as my bestf, cos being with u is the best thing that every happen & imma not afraid to let anyone know this. Maybe nao ur feeling alr fade bah but i havent and it won't , cos i jus cant let go.. Sorie for hurting u. Maybe u letting go of me was the right choice bah.. Hurting u is my biggest regret, and regret is always the most beautiful thing cos i learn to cherish. If u were to give me another chance, i'll do whatever i can do change. Maybe me saying all this nao, won't change ur mind. but yah.. hope it will. Imma serious about this friendship. maybe before, i didnt cherish u bah.. until i lose u this time round.. maybe u wont even care anymore cos imma nothing to u. but whatever it is, i wanna apologize for everything i did to hurt u. To u its no cure, but this apology is everything to me. cos imma reali veh serious.. Maybe theres nothing i can do to make u forgive me alr, but i'll wait cos u mean alot to me. 8months.. During the 8months, how many days we spend tgt? In this year, theres only one NOMAD, one badminton chalet, one wkw, one 240310, one 130510, one 041010, one mid year exam, one final year exam. theres alot of things that can only happen once a year & this past 8 month, means everything to me. Maybe u'll letgo of this friendship but i won't , cos there's a million of things that i wanna keep. U being by my side is jus amazing. I can feel the happiness and secure^^ & i like it. I dont think i can find another bestf like u(: . Thanks for giving me so many chance. but yah, i didnt appreciate it. Your awesome & yah, i hope u last long with Xinying^^. I truthfully wish u♥. I wanna see u happy, cos nao i know i can no longer do anything to make u happy. I will support u behide ur back like how u did before(: , seriously .. give me another chance.. and i'll change.. We dont have to be bestf, jus continue being close will do(: cos i wanna be there for u♥. Let go of 130510 & 041010 bah.. find someone whose way way way better den me(: & i noe u alr did. Let those be a memorable memories to us bah.. Den liddat i wont hurt u anymore. Maybe there's no more chance for me to be ur bestf alr. but whatever it is , i hope we can still continue to be assholes(: . cos retarded asshole is u choose for me de. U make me noe how much i mean to u after reading the book u gav me. i hope i can get it back from u.. i wanna keep it forever.. i wannna remember that u was once my bestf and still will be, cos i aint giving up yet(:. Iloveyou & nothings gonna change the fact. Give me another chance, and i wont let go this time round. Im not afraid to let everyone know that i wan u to be my bestf cos i wan them to be my witness that imma serious about u. When sch reopens, everything will change. If i wan something i gotta fight for it and i will until the veh last end.. until u tell me that nothing can change this friendship anymore.. than i'll give up. if not i wont. I wont let u go anymore cos imma gonna hold u so tightly. Thanks for everything u did jus for me, if i still mean something to u.. imma sure u'll care about this friendship. I've alr wakeup from this sleep. U wake me up. u make me realize many things this past few days. u make me rewind all the memories and everything tht we done before. Whatever it is, imma sorie. To u is cfm no cure de but if sorie is no cure that wad cure ? maybe to u is nothing bah.. den time will heal ur wounds. we still got 3 years tgt.. if u wanna end this friendship here.. u can but i wont. Theres more i wanna say to u, but this time i will use action to prove to u, that my feeling is real and true. imma not playing it or jus trying to hurt u.. kay bah .. i wish u all the best with Xinying. Jus remember i will always be there for u and be everything u need(: ILOVEYOU(: muackxx:-*. takecaree~ ; i will be waiting still..
xoxo. 2:37 PM