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The name is NICOLEPOONSILING♥
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
323 days and im still in love with YOU.
Today was horrible ..Seriously, i rot at home D:
But life is awesome(: Actually is Great bah?(:
Enjoy what i have nao especially the people around me xP
Get closer to my good friends^^ , everything is great ! yeah , awesome:D
expect for one thing .. In the veh end i still LOSE you D:
Its okayh , I'll get over you. I'll forget you.
Even though i know nao its impossible but i will^^
What is over , let it go .. There's no point holding on to someth i know its impossible to get..
Even though i want it so badly..
I may not get over it but i'll get through it..
If i want something, i won't wish for it anymore cos life is too short to wait..
You might have given me something to remember but im sure i did the same.
Maybe one day u'll return to my side, i wont know neither do you.
Let time tell everything yeah?(:
If u are gonna read this, thn listen...
I didnt lose you cos i aint the one who let go first ..
Waited for you for
10months.. 323days..19380hours..1162800minutes and 697608000Seconds..
42days to 1YEAR...
1st April until nao.. I've alr lose you for 270days which is 8months..
Every month on the FIRST.. I told myself Dont be sad and tear for you..
Every month on the SIXTH... I told myself one day u'll be mine again..
One day ? Yah in my dreams with my damn eyes close ..
Its time to say Goodbye to you, to let you go and to let myself hav freedom again.
One day u'll still think of me and feel happy ..
For me everything was worth it^^.
Takecare yah ? Hope u'll always be happy(:
Im opening up ~ :D
And hey girl ,
I really don't know if you still got feelings for me a not..
If no , im gonna let go too.
Gonna let myself find my 4th bestfriend.
Maybe its really hard to let you go, cos i know somehow my heart will hurt.
But it doesnt matter, im jus gonna do it even though it hurts.
Cos if i let go u'll have more freedom(: and im sure its better for you.
I don't want to hold on to you and keep bothering you..
Cos by than u'll find me annoying ..
If u say u don't have feelings for me .
At least i know its really over between us alr and we'll still be goodfriends.
But seriously from the bottom of my heart..
Don't let go.. cos i still got feelings for you.
Im scare to lose you D: ...
✰ XOXO ; `NICOLE:B ! ✰
To both of you..
I really hope one day everything can go back
back to how it suppose to be
Will you please be mine again? D:
Patch with me ... please.
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I really hope one day everything can go back
back to how it suppose to be
Will you please be mine again? D:
Patch with me ... please.
.
Justeene Jhey Namoc Nacrio
How are you ? (:
How are you ? (:
I miss you a lot, Seriously miss you so badly D:
Is everything great back there ?
Sorry I didn't make it to NA. by 5%
Maybe if you were here by my side coaching me..
I would have get that 5% .. hahah.
Do you even know how much i miss you ?
When people say your name do you know how much it hurts..
Do you know everyone is waiting for your return..
I still can't accept the fact that u've alr leave me..
Even Ms.Lee ask me accept the fact.. I can't ..
When i came into this school and make friends..
You was the one who change us ALL..
And nao your gone and it change us all again ..
You might be ready to say goodbye to us..
But we're not ready to say goodbye especially 1A people..
No matter what happen u'll always be in my heart..
My heart will always have a space for you..
It will always be open for you to get back in when u come back..
If one day u read my blog and see this..
Please be the old you.. I really hope you won't change.
Cos imma still waiting for you..
050610, thats the day you leave..
It will clearly be remembered.. Cos thats the day i teared the most for you.
Thats the day i realize how much u mean to me..
Thats the day i know i've just lose someone important..
Thats the day i know that i've to start cherishing people around me before i lose them.
6months. u left my life for 6months alr. 1week to 7month..
I've lose you for 6months and also waiting for 6months..
Be who you are .. i'll be waiting for your return like others are...
Iloveyou(: ♥ , Takecare yah? (:
If u were to come back next year..
Trust me , i go to NA(: .. Stay pretty yo~ C:
Xoxo ; `NICOLE:B
Is everything great back there ?
Sorry I didn't make it to NA. by 5%
Maybe if you were here by my side coaching me..
I would have get that 5% .. hahah.
Do you even know how much i miss you ?
When people say your name do you know how much it hurts..
Do you know everyone is waiting for your return..
I still can't accept the fact that u've alr leave me..
Even Ms.Lee ask me accept the fact.. I can't ..
When i came into this school and make friends..
You was the one who change us ALL..
And nao your gone and it change us all again ..
You might be ready to say goodbye to us..
But we're not ready to say goodbye especially 1A people..
No matter what happen u'll always be in my heart..
My heart will always have a space for you..
It will always be open for you to get back in when u come back..
If one day u read my blog and see this..
Please be the old you.. I really hope you won't change.
Cos imma still waiting for you..
050610, thats the day you leave..
It will clearly be remembered.. Cos thats the day i teared the most for you.
Thats the day i realize how much u mean to me..
Thats the day i know i've just lose someone important..
Thats the day i know that i've to start cherishing people around me before i lose them.
6months. u left my life for 6months alr. 1week to 7month..
I've lose you for 6months and also waiting for 6months..
Be who you are .. i'll be waiting for your return like others are...
Iloveyou(: ♥ , Takecare yah? (:
If u were to come back next year..
Trust me , i go to NA(: .. Stay pretty yo~ C:
Xoxo ; `NICOLE:B
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