And, my name is

POONMANASANANNICOLE♥.

The name is NICOLEPOONSILING♥
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TWELVEMAY♥
Single/Attached && Unavailable
; Carebears,Stitchღ\m/,Stars✯,Fireworks,Elmo,CookieMonster,Spongebob & Domokun ♥

; If things aren't meant for now , it doesn't mean it's not meant forever.
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I may say im over you but that's
my way of saying i still like you.


Im gonna break down so soon..
Goshh, Im tired D: So damn tired..
Someone tell me what to do.. ? D:
I don't want to live this life..
Cos i really don't know how...
I really don't know who to trust anymore..
I really don't know what i want anymore..
Writing for some people nao ..


JHST-:

Weii, Thanks for everything alright.
Thanks for trusting me.. Thanks for being there for me too.
I really appreciate everything you have done for me..
Life is great with you around..
Im sorry for causing our friendship to drift apart..
But trust me, it will be much better during the holidays yah?
I'll make you laugh everyday and crazily like before.
Imma gonna cherish you even more than nao.
Imma gonna hold you tighter than nao yeah ?
& never ever let go anymore ..
Trust me will you. Trust me that i'll give you happiness.
Be the best laogong ever uh, cos iloveyou laopo♥
Loves, Nicole.


LSZ-:

Im sorry for not being there for you..
I know i've been a useless sist..
im so sorry yah.. I feel so sorry..
Im sorry for everything ..
I'll be a better sist alright..
Don't be so sad alr ... cos it hurts me too..
im sorry DD: , really sorry )):


Hais.. i don't wanna post anymore for today..
Imma gonna break down real soon..
I can't hold on anymore..
I don't know how to make the decision..
I don't know whats best for me anymore..
Neither do i know what i want...
Im so tired alr.. i don't know anything alr..

; Pssst : I wan ya to know tht
Im still not over you..


Life can be really weird sometimes..
I don't really know what i want anymore.
Its like it was all jus a dream..
There is an ending in every start,
I don't know how to make it last but i'll make every moment count.
Today was alright i guess, laugh to much alr(:
Thanks to my awesome asshole Crystal:)


To Rabbit-:

You said you love me, so why did you have to leave ?
What are words if you don't mean them ?
Honestly, I've stopped thinking of you.
Really stopped. Not even for a moment.
But cos i wasn't careful enuf,
i fall into those memories that i wasn't able to escape..
Maybe i haven't let go you from the start..
Not bcos i don't want to, but i jus can't.
If i have a choice to let go, i will but i can't.
Im not strong enuf to let it all go..
Why did you say you love me if you know its not gonna last ?
Maybe there's no way for me to let go of you,
I won't force myself to, cos in the end i'll jus love you more.
Let time tell everything, If i really can't let go,
Than so be it. Maybe waiting for you isn't bad after all ?
Maybe someday i'll be yours again.. No one knows.
I believe in miracles and it will only happens if we believe in it.
Don't wanna say much._. cos making things obvious O.o
My answer will remain as YES.. Cos iloveyou(: ♥


To JHST-:

It has been 2 days without texting you..
It seems awkward. I don't know what am i suppose to do
When i see you. Is it my fault that i've cause us to be like this ?
Or something that my answer was a mistake.
Will there be any happiness if my answer was to be different.
Maybe i was the wrong choice for you, Sorry for hurting you.
I don't have any intention of hurting you or anything.
I more didn't hav any intention to play with your feelings or anything.
I asked you to give me time, not to know what others answer is.
But i needed time to explain, but maybe we are both from different world..
We don't think the same, that what make us liddat ..
I don't really know what got into us lately. Maybe this is fate bah ?
You will always be my goodfriend still(:
Someday when you are ready to be my friend again, tell me(:
My heart is forever open for you to enter again yah?(:
Loves ♥


To my future Bestfriend-:

Omg, i totally love you luh(:
But seriously, how can i not love you right?:)
HAHAH. Hmmm, its been quite a long time since i've know you(:
Having you in my life is pretty much awesome, or i should say awesome much^^
Having you in my life is close to prefect(: , Too good alr luh(:
Thanks for everything you have done for me &
For being someone i can always count on..
Without you, i won't be who i am nao and i won't be able to hang until nao(:
Omg, i love your retardedness and everything luh:)
There's nothing that i don't like about you ! like seriously.
Omg, im so lazy to type alr. not really in the mood nao._.

Loves, -NICOLE:B-

To my future bestfriend:-

Honestly, i don't know how to make you accept me,
And i've alr told you that things are weird lately,
Things are really messy, it ain't what i want D:
But yah, there's so many things i wanna do with you(:
And there's so many things i wanna tell you..
But i don't know if i still stand a chance for that D:
I wanna hold you tightly yet i don't dare..
I push you to someone else is cos i wan u to pull me closer to u(:
I don't know how am i suppose to react when i see you close to someone else.
Always hearing you seeing someone's name and not mine :x
Maybe im jealous cos seriously, im scare to lose you
But i have no idea how to keep you close with me.
I don't know how to really really understand what u are thinking about me D:
If there's a right time, i will really tell you what i need to say D:
And yah, whatever your answer is gonna be,
My answer will still remain as YES till it fades(:
I'll wait for you to say YES and i know i won't regret hearing it.
Even if i gotta wait for a life time without making my feeling fade for you ?
My answer remains the same(: , Yes for nao and forever will also be.
or i should say, YES IN EVERY LANGUAGE♥
Give me sometime to sort everything all out can?(:
Please guide me thru this path will you? D: i do need you my bestf(:
Wait for me will you ? cos im alr waiting for you:P
iloveyougirl:D ♥

To Mr.Rabbit:-

I don't know what has been into has lately,
But it doesnt really matter to me anymore seriously.
I don't seems to love you like how i do before.
But yah, i know i still love you but so WHAT ?
I've learn to let go of you alr and its working veh well.
I can't be sure that i'll be able to let go of you.
Cos now we don't text but if im not careful enuf,
I might fall back and i've to pick myself up again.
Although i really miss those past and still think of it(:
But yah, i find it rather funneh and cute i guess?:)
Maybe the feeling has fade and all those turns into sweet memories bah?(:
Honestly, it was really great. Whenever i rewind those memories,
It will jus make me smile and laugh and a little ache
But i know it was all worth it:D Cos you are really great back then
Things have change and it isn't the way i wanted,
But maybe what my heart say was righht ?
We are meant for fall in love with each other, but we're not meant to be tgt bah?(:
Even if we're meant to be tgt , we're not meant to last long bah?:)
If you know im referring to you, go ahead and continue reading it(:
Cos seriously, im no longer afraid to tell you i still do love you♥
Maybe jus not as much as before. Or maybe cos i found a guy?(:
Ever since i learn to let go, i've found myself a bestf and a guy i guess?(:
thanks for everyth yah?(: but if oneday u were to ask for patch again,
My answer will still be the same(: and im sure u know:D
Both YES to my dearest bestf and you

LOVES, -Nicole:B-

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY BABE(: ♥
You changed my life and also brought many different colours into my life
And colour them all. With that there's so many different colours(:
Full of sweet memories as well as bitter ones.
Honestly, i don't know what would it be like without you in it..
Maybe it will be so different.. There's nothing for me to hide.
Im here to tell you what that is in my heart NOW.
' Anywhere you are i am NEAR,
Anywhere you go i'll be there,
Everytime you whisper my name, u'll see(:
Every promise i made i'll keep.
Cos wad kind of goodfriend would i be, If i was to leave when you need me most ? (:
What are words if i don't really mean them when i say them ?
What are words if they're only for good times then they dont ?
& Yah, im gonna stand by your side cos
I would never leave when you needs me most:) '
Sometimes i really don't understand you... Can't understand what u are thinking..
Its like What you want, i really wanna give yet i can't give it all
But what i can give isn't what you really want..
Things has been weird lately, Things are messed up.
I no longer know what i really want alr .. D:
After all, maybe letting go isn't really a bad thing bah?(:
'I'm willing to lay everything on the line for you, my heart included,
but you're not even willing to set a foot down? Tell me, how
do you expect me to care when you don't at all?'
Hais.. Sometimes i really don't know what am i suppose to do..
What mus my answer be in order for everyone to be satisfied ?
Especially to those who are waiting for my answer..
If you really care about ME,
don't treat all other girls in the same way.
Cos how am i suppose to feel it ? D:
I understand what type of person you are, but yeah..
Sometimes i really don't know.. But IF i were to hurt you,
Im sorry.. Cos i need to know whats best for both you and me yeah?(:
Anyway, 1Year alr, time passes so quickly..
I remembered i use to want you so badly D: & U even choose someone else
Instead of me? D: I still remember how i let you go when u say u choose her..
I really was about gonna cry but i told myself i gotta stand strong..
Strong enuf to win your heart back((: & It took months, many months
Jus for that to happen, but somehow i broke the promise i made : 'I will wait for u'
I found someone, who changed my life and give me someth no one has ever give before
& Im sure you know who. But somehow, things are getting the way i wanted:)
Maybe at that moment when i have become bestfriend with you
And you were to say that weeks before, maybe by then i'll be overjoyed..
Thanks for everything you have done jus for me:)
I really really appreciate it alot, and i know there's more to come(:
I know what im suppose to do nao and i know how to make it all right.
life has been rather messy, like seriously..
But i was really dumb though.. I know what i am i suppose to do..
But i don't know how to do it . How to make it all right? D:
Maybe its time to be different this time bah ?
No matter what it is, im gonna hold you tight((:
There's no way im gonna let go cos ... :D
There's many things i havent say..
And i wont wanna regret.. Cos the most regretful things in both r/s & f/s
Is the words in your heart that is UNSAID D:
And i will say whats in my heart, i don't know what will the outcome be,
But i know you already have a place in my heart and will be there till the end:)
I don't know how life is gonnna be like, but i know if your in my life its great:D
I don't know how close we are gonna be in the future but i know im gonna hold you tight.
i don't know what would it be like to be your .. but if i don't try i wont know.
I don't know what your answer is gonna be but i know at i least i've alr say wad i need to.
I don't know how long can we last, but i'll make every second count:)
I don't know will there be anymore chance for me to chase all your nightmares away, but for nao i know that, there won't be any nightmare cos im here by your side(:
I don't know if i can hold you in the future when you're scare, but for nao i know that nothing will happen, cos im here to catch you whenever you fall.
I don't know what are we in the future, but i know that you will always be my sist:)
I don't know if our life has how many HILLS to climb, but i know i'll go thru thick and thin w u(:
I don't know what is in my mind but i know my heart wants(:
And lastly, I JUS LOVE YOU MY DEAR ♥ ,
No matter what it is, how it is, or who you are, ILOVEYOU♥ (:
Im sorry for hurting you if i did.
I wanna apologise for everyth tht i've done wrong,
Cos i know i'll heal your wounds with a smile on your face:)
Thanks aye?(: Iloveedieyou♥ :D

; I WILL WAIT, WAIT FOR WHAT I WANNA HEAR ♥ :D

LOVES, -Nicole:B-

My answer is still the same and always will be ; YES(:

It takes a minute to like someone,
and hour to love someone, but to
forget someone takes a life time ♥

HELLO :D
Yesterday went to Crystal's house for sleepover with Angeline((:
Omg, we are retarded and crazy (Y) ; C.A.N
Took lots of pics and watched Gnomeo and Juliet :DD
Awesome much luh can, damn nice luh^^
Touching seyh, -crys- :D
Hmmm, omg i nearly died yesterday !! D:
When i was asleep, i didn't know the dog was in the room !!
In the middle of the night at 4 am !! The dog come hitting me and tickling me ! D:
OMFG, it was damn retarded luh, i gotta run of the bed and scream.
-laughdieme- it lick Angeline's face ! Omg , joke xP
Omg, it was totally nightmare ! D: I gotta cover myself for the 2nd and 3rd time!
And the dog keeps shacking, OMG, ticklish ! D: it kills me !
I can't stop laughing cos its tickling my stomach !! ((: Epic much siah^^
And that two moron Crystal and Angeline was busy laughing at me
When i was dying cos its HOT ! D:
Hmmm, woke up at 7.40-8
Went back home, spent time with Angeline((: -winks-
Text-ed my laopo Jazreel -smiles-
Heheheh, awesome much huh?;D
Smash Crystal's face with Creams, Flour and Bread ; Special de by NICOLE -winks-
HAHAH, i think after Crystal see this i'll jus die, but i know i wont:D
Hmmm, spammed pics :D ! how awesome could that be huh?;D
Went wildwildwet ! :D Sunburn ! -ouch D:-
Had a great time, i nearly die cos some stupid scary stuff xP
Anyway, it was really an amazing day:D , it will be a wonderful day^^
5th march will be remembered by NICOLEPOONMANASANAN ♥ :D
I shall get all the pics and upload it yah? ;D
The story will continue when the pics are on fb:DDD
♥

Look at those awesome retarded Rgs people :D

Its great knowing you guys honestly(:
It has been really wonderful too.
Thanks for everything you guys have done to brighten up my days:)
Thanks for supporting me during the matches.
Thanks for cheering for me though u guys know im facing a strong school.
Thanks for picking me up whenever i fall. Shuzhen uh,
Thanks for telling me my mistake yeah?:)
Anyway i really appreciate everything u guys have given me:D
All the amazing memories, it will neh be replace by anyone^^

Charissa ; Thanks for your retardedness, it totally make me laugh(:
So damn retarded until i really cannot stop laughing even when im typing this,
Like omg seriously D: ! stomach pain eh :D ♥

Donna ; Omg Why are you so CUTE !? u are making me crazy cos of ur cuteness:P
Thanks for making me crazy cos it put a smile on my face(: ♥

ShuZhen : How can u be crazy !? I can die cos of your crazyness ! :D U damn funneh luh,
Fooling around like a small girl , omg damn joke ! :D
You're damn awesome, whenever people talk about you..
I'll jus smile to myself and say, u make me smile once again ♥ (:

Kelly : Cheat my feelings D: ! Take my Angeline! -slaps-
OMG YOU ARE FULL OF NONSENSE :D
I can't stand youuu~ damn like YAYNESS ! ♥

Thanks colouring my life with colours no one have ever coloured:)

XOXO ; -' Nicole:B-

Are you still the same,
Or did you change somehow?
WHO ARE YOU NOW ?

HELLO STALKERS ^^
Omg, today was a NONSENSE day for me((: !
I've been laughing too much lately:D !
Or i should say I've been enjoying life lately(:
Although I'm no longer yours and we are jus like strangers?
But cos my true friends pick me up and fyi, im much strong
Than what i use to be before(: Thankyou for making me strong:)
Boy, haven't you realise when people fall they intend to be stronger?(:
Although i still like you but yah, I'm sure we will still be able to be goodfriends huh?
Anyway today was kinda retarded(: I wokeup later than that moron Jazreel D:
But i still did wake up early ! Yayness (Y) ~
Msg-ed half way and i got to clean, and i turn into a cleaner for a moment._.
Thanks dad yah, gosh. It was super tiring cleaning the whole office.
After that text-ed awhile my phone died. wts/:
Hmmm, went to the car and i fell asleep in less than a minute.
How bad could that be? Hmmm..
OMFG ! I didn't expect Jazreel to be those kind whose scare of losing someone?(:
Hmmm, gosh. Shes damn cute. Dunnid scare one luh, i wont leave u de xP ♥
Went to Giant to buy stuff(: im so gonna be fat !!
DeniseHO ! yesterday we go jian fei today i eat again !
How awesome can your daughter be ? Hmmm (: -laughs-
And yahyahyah, to people who play ROBOT UNICORN ATTACK !
Gosh, it seriously kills ! :D Omg, JUMPJUMP DASHDASH AND I DIED !
Its damn stupid !! I failed in that game D: Hmph~
There's a few damn cute and retarded girl i know. Seriously(:
CharissaWong :
She's freaking RETARDED i swear !!
Omg her retardedness is jus way too AWESOME luh(Y)
Im totally in love with her retardedness ! I wanna marry her:P -laughs-
Anyway, Thanks for all your nonsense uh, i appreciate it lots:) ♥
If there's any problem do tell me, im here for you yah?(:
DonnaYip :
That Shorty girl is effing CUTE ! Omg, gosh ! :D (Y)
I feel like hugging her. She's damn funneh can.
Omg, i really hope we will be much more closer compare to nao.
Y'know what ? She go do project effing long de lorh ): Cheat my feelings only xP
We should seriously hang out soon(: , Its great to hav u in my life(:
Thanks for everything yah, i appreciate babe;)
I'll be there for u whenever u need me yah?:D
AngelineChoo :
She's damn OMG, she's driving me crazy cos of her CUTENESS xP
And yah, stop making 'someone' jealous okay ! D: -heartaches-
Cos its really bad for your health !! (: & excuse me !
Stop making me embarrass leyh ! Embarrassing y'know !? :P
Goshh, i wonder what will happen when i call her later(:
Its gonna be really STUPID and full of LAUGHTER:DD ! ♥
Omg, ilovedieyou seriously(: (Y) , muacks dearest :D
KellyTan :
The horrible girl , she is full of NONSENSE
Trying to make me JEALOUS D: ♥
You should stop cos u will grow SHORTER ! -evil laughs-
Don't cheat my feelings hor! -slaps you- Im joking actually:D
Kay luh, anyway i enjoy these days with you and im looking forward for more:D
We should go out soon ! lets plan an outing ! gosh dun listen to Charissa
& Go to the water thingy , its damn retarded ! gosh iloveher uh(:
Anyway, thanks aye?(: Iloveyou sweetheart♥
LeeShuzhen :
Stop being so damn crazy can(: ,
i kept laughing over wad had happen ! gosh
Anyway, jus remember that i'll be here for you no matter what happen yah?(:
Don't worry luh, no matter what it is we will be good friends:)
Friends that will be there regardless of what yeah?(:
Having you as my mei is really great:) , u uhh.. Dun think too much yah?(:
Iloveyoumei ♥ , SMILES((: ~!
JazreelHoo :
The stupid moron, she's damn sweet luhs(: And i jus dunnoe why im saying it((:
HAHAH. when u say u scare i shocked y'know!?(: Goshh:D
I wont leave u one luh(: , i will stand by u till the end.
I bought ur m&m alr luh, tomorrow pass you kay?;) ♥
If got anything mus tell me hor ! better not hide from me D:
Cos i'll be there for you no matter what(: Weii,
Iloveyou laopo ! ♥ , muacksmuacks:D , lastlong xP
WongShihui and EileenLeong :
The MORONS, who jus make me laughed over things that happen yesterday
Cute siah them, seriously damn cute ! Gosh(:
Omg, they totally make me laugh especially the stupid shihui !
gosh, over that TOMMY thingy ! goshhh !!
Iloveyou girls xP ♥

CrystalOh :
Wei asshole(: We will still be assholes(:
And your birthday is here soon, i hope u will be there on sunday:x
Cos birthday comes every year only D: ! and i havent got a chance to celebrate it with you):
So i really hope that day will be a day that we both we remember yah?(:
Anyway still i'll be there for you it doesnt matter if u dunwan(:
Cos in the end u are once my bestf alr(: Jiayou luh u(:
Iloveyou ediotic asshole ♥ :D

Kay luh, got to go alr D: ! my damn father is nagging._.


XOXO; -Nicole:B-
; & im waiting for your answer still(:

Best friends are hard to find,
cos the veh best is alr mine♥

Everything happens for a reason(:
Although i know its impossible for us..
But at times, i would still secretly hope,
To be in your arms, where you hold me tight and neh let go(:
I admit that i miss those time i had with you,
but i know that things has alr change and im learning to accept the fact.
Actually letting isnt really that bad after all huh..
Today to retarded girls came my house..
It was damn awesome luh can? (Y)
The two morons, Eileen and Shihui?(:
They neh fail to make my day great ! Goshh~
They are damn horrible can, eateateat & laughlaughlaugh like no one business!:)
Joke leh, talk on the phone with Angeline more than one hour(:
Awesome much, Many epic things happen and yah.
Totally enjoy myself todayy^^ , went walking at about 8.45pm with Denise
Walking from my house to toapayoh centre and walking back(:
Exercising leh, good uh?:) fuck it._. walk half way got blister D:
Hmmm, talked alot and enjoy myself too^^
Epic much luh, we two laughed alot like seriously OMG^^
while walking back home,
Called that stupid moron Angeline(: , talked alot^^
Funny much, laughed alot over the embarrassment i made on thursday
When im with the RGS girls(: (Y) , cute peeps seyh>< ♥ I love Shuzhen she's damn crazy luh(: , That tall KELLY is freaking shy and funny lorh(:
Ohohoh, and not to forget that two super retarded girl Charissa and Donna
Is super freaking cute and retard (Y) , Donna is shawty:P
I bet i'll be taller than you when i see u during wkw:P
There's some words i wanna say to some people..
A small dedication i guess?(:
To AngelineChooAnQi :
Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest..
It's about who came, and never left your side(:
Things are getting better and i enjoy my this year with you^^.
You are full with NONSENSE and ur RETARDEDNESS rocks, jus like mine -claps-
HAHAH, jus remember that i will be there for you aye?;D
Today was damn great with you luh can? you're damn freaking cute !
Like seriously, ohmygosh ! Ilovedieyou luh(:
Damn epic seyh, all those stuff we talked about jus nao^^
Anyway i really like what we are nao babe;)
Im sure we will last long yah?:) Dun let me go moronz (Y)
Iloveyou my dearest♥ , Muacks:D
To JazreelHooSianTing:
Omg, i miss all those time i had with you(:
It was seriously great, hmmm although we drifted apart
But yah, we're getting better nao (Y)
I know i owe u a dedication, but u are one stupid moron xP
Cos u didn't give me your pic !! D: -slaps-
Anyway, no matter what it is..
You'll be my regardless of what and whatsoever yah?;)
Iloveyou Laopo♥, Muacks(:
To JoeyZhengXiuWen:
Hey sotong ! :D Omg, we are finally start talking alr(:
Like seriously.. FINALLY~ , gosh..
i miss those time i had with you back last year:)
Still remember how epic we was.. Going to Sentosa to celebrate
Our birthday without any CAKE !(: -laughs-
That was an awesome day and even nao i can still remember it (Y)
130510 ! :D Anyway, i know i owe u a dedication still(:
But i'll try to do it asap aye?(: Maybe in the afternoon or the evening
It will be all done aye?(: BHB girl xP
Iloveyou Sotong♥ , Muacks ^^
To EileenLeong & WongShihui :
Omg, thanks for today ! Awesome much (Y)
Laughed alot along the way and also eat alot too!
Omg if i grow fat it will be all bcos of YOU uh D: ! (N)
Anyway, I hope u guys enjoyed yourselves today, cos i did:)
And yah, TOMMY^^ -laughdieme-
Angeline was damn freaking cute can?(: Ilovedieher like seriously:)
Anyway, it was great taking all the pics and all the epic pics u took of me huh?
U guys watch out uh, die people die !! :@ , okay im lame._.
Omg, and u guys laughed like mad cos of my epic and me not knowing it!
It was hell stupid moronz!(: but yah it was great.
Cos that Angeline was rather crazy too xP ! (Y)
Thanks uh, iloveyouguys^^
To DeniseHoQiYun :
Fatty boom boom! (Y) Thanks for letting me tell you stuff.
Awesome much (Y) . funneh seyh , went to Sumin house to call her..
And i ask her maid to wake her up omgosh ! and u said i'll be died once she wakeup
Luckily she wasn't able to wakeup so im safee ! Yayness (Y) :D
Damn epic i was freaking scare cos of the uncool dog ! (N) D:
But damn funneh luh, we walk and sing alot. Jian fei seyh:P
Talked alot too(: Hmmm, Thanks for treating me.
And for causing me to have BLISTER ! -ouchs- :@
HAHAH. u had it too, and we walk like elephants xP
-laughdiemesiol- damn joke luh can(:
Thanks for today yah?(: IloveyouMarmie<3
To RGS peeps (LeeShuZhen, KellyTan, CharissaWong & DonnaYip) :
Gosh u guys are funny. Omg, i can't believe i embarrass myself infront
Of Shuzhen, Kelly and Charissa ! D: Was talking onthephone with Angeline
Gosh we laughed like mad cos of what had happen on thursday ! :D
Joke leh, How epic i was to hifive with Shuzhen
& How dumb i was to give Kelly the wrong paper ! D:
And today, i said some stupid words wrongly to Charissa. Omgosh ! D:
U guys are freaking awesome and cute luh can especially Donna:D (Y)
The awesome Short and Cute girl xP , Charissa u are so damn Retarded luh can (Y) :D
Ohgosh, i jus like the 4 of u. Hope to meet up with you guys soon! (:
Miss you and love you guys loads^^
To CrystalOhKhaiKhee :
Although we had drifted apart, but yah, Im sure we will still be good friends(:
Jus remember that i will still be there for you cos yah(:
U are once my bestfriend.. u given me something no one had ever give before
And i really appreciate it (Y) ,
I hope we will still talk alot and go crazy During trainings(:
It will be really great cos i dunwan it to affect C.A.N:D
Gosh i remember how those times i had with you and im still able to smile:)
U really taught me lots of things yeah?(: It was really great yo~ :D
Still i'll be there for u whenever u need someone yeah?
Cos goodfriends stand by each other jus like you and me before?:)
Anyway all the best and last long uh babe;)
Iloveyou girlf <3

A word for my important ones(:
; Don't cry over the past but cry to get over the past.
Don't smile to hide the pain but Smile to heal the pain (:

Never lie to someone who trust you..
& Never trust someone who lies to you..


Omg, it been so long that i have post D:
Life has been great but weird lately..
I realise that sometimes, what i've been looking for,
Isn't what i really want bah ..
But somehow i know who i want(:
I've learn to let go and i already did..
And i've found someone even much more better than you(:
No matter what it is, we will always be good friends yah?:)
Wei my dearest Laopo uh:D, Dunworry, I'll be yours:D
Iloveyou laopo<3 , dun so upset yeah?
Cos im here for you uhh((: , still got many things that i havent say to u yet D:
Arghhh, kay luh.. LOVEYA xD
To my Best...friend :
Things have been really weird lately...
Can't understand whats happening..
You know who u are hor?(:
Anyway, things aren't getting right, but still
i know we will last long yah?:)
ILOVEYOU:D

PAISEH PEOPLE, lazy post.. do it on Friday night instead yah?

; Jus to tell you that when everyone is rushing,
ahead in life... Thanks for pausing &
Giving a thought for me. Your presence has such
A positive influence on me.. I admire you(: ♥
-Angeline,Crystal,Jazreel,Jon,Jonas&Syazwan-

Hey Peeps(: , Yo :D
I can really say im great with what i have nao(:
And i shouldn't ask for more and jus cherish them all:)
Thanks for giving me such an wonderful life(:
Without you guys i won't be how i am nao:D
C.A.N is back ! ; 161010♥ (: HAHAH.
Lets promise things and be much closer than before ! :D
And i know we will yeah?(: Lets all JIAYOU and work hard in everyth we do:)
Same goes for my two awesome-est bro i ever had ; Jon and Jonas^^.
Im sure we will be much closer than nao by talking more face to face and even go out?(:
HAHAH. Jazreel deardear uh(: . We will 100% be close yeah?:)
Cos no matter what happen u still have me and always will hav^^
Hang on yeah?(: Dun collapse jus yet, cos im trying to save you(:
Heheh, i really enjoyed myself today after training with Crystal & Angeline <:
Hope we'll last super long yo~ :D , Thanks for everything:D
Nothing much actually, Jus yah ...
Maybe i should start finding out who are the one whose there for me,
When everyone else is rushing ahead.. Maybe i should jus pause,
And See the view and care whats around me(:
And maybe then i'll know what its like to be a good friend bah?(:
I wanna slow down my life, cos its way too fast...
Too fast that i didn't even realise i've made so many mistake without knowing it.
Too fast that i've lose so many people along the way
Too fast that i've not slow down to see what i have around me..
And not cherishing them cos i took them all for granted ..
" Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart,
Cos u might wake up one day and realize that you've lost diamonds
While you are too busy collecting stones.. "
I should jus slow down, and really cherish and enjoy(:
Wanna say someth to Angeline ... (:
" Its hard to find someone whom you truly love,
Much less to find someone who loves you as much..
When the chance comes, don't ever let go yeah?(: "
Jus yeah, Takecare !
Tired alr D: ~ Thanks Jon for accompanying me xP
Iloveyouworld♥ :D !

With you i enjoy each and every moment
Because you make them all
So colourful and happy(:
- Especially you my dearest stitch and bestf(:-

Hey my dearest Ex-bestf, Ex-boyf, Sist, Bro and Goodf ((:
(close ones)

Dedications to :
RadenAzilah, CheeJoee, CrystalOh, AngelineChoo, JazreelHoo, DeniseHo, JusteeneJhey, NurulSyazlinda, KeziaSim, JoeyZheng, MarilynToh, LeeShuzhen, EileenLeong, JadeChan, WongShihui,
ChesterCheong, MuhammadRazin, JonasLim, JonHo, NicholasSoh, WilsonNg,
Syazwan, JoeTan, MelvinLim
And many more bah. But i wanna dedicate to all this people(:

RadenAzilah aka. Wawa♥ (:
Thanks for everything you've done for me(:
Thanks for being my bestfriend:)
Without you i won't make it until here.
Since primary 4 until now, You neh fail to make me smile:)
Thanks for always being my listening ear and helping me
Even now u are still here for me:) Hope our friendship will lastlong~ (:
It has been 5years and we are still so close(:
Awesome huh?:) Didn't expect our friendship to last so long(:
I still remember u asked me.. Will i forget you when i go to secondary school,
And when we are in sec sch will we still be friends?(:
I said yes(: but i also said, its jus a answer from me, but we won't know until we reach sec.
But looks like the answer is out alr(: Hope we will lastlong yo~;)
Take care and jiayou in whatever you do yeah?(:
Iloveyou RadenAzilah aka. Wawa♥ :D

CheeJoee aka. Sillygirl♥ (:
Having you in my life is great ^^.
Cos u are the one who let me know how much my bestfriend can mean to me:)
You lemme know how to be mushy and not to let a person go.
Thank you yeah?:) Thanks for everything you've done for me.
Thanks for being my bestfriend too(: Jus thanks for everything,
I appreciate it alot(: ♥ Soon it will be 2years that i've know you(:
In primary school, i neh let anything happen to you..
Cos no matter what happen i'll find a way to help you and be by your side(:
Although we are no longer bestfriend, but i wont let anything happen to you in sec too.
Maybe not all, but at least some yeah?(: Cos there's someone more important thn you
That i need to protect(: , Thanks for everything:) I don't know if i can protect u like before,
But ur foolish jie will always be there for you whenever you need someone kay?(:
Forget him bah, his not worth your tears anymore:)
Iloveyou sillgirl(: ♥ Muackx:-* ; 080809♥

CrystalOh aka. Idiotic Asshole♥ (:
Eh Moron uh(:
Thanks for being in my life:)
Having you in my life is awesome uh.
Thanks for teaching me alot of things and also telling me loads of things(:
Without you i won't be who i am now:)
Without you i might not even know how to cherish people and stuff liddat(:
So a big thankyou to you(: Thanks for not giving up on me even though u are tired alr.
Maybe you have given up before, but i know u did hang on too(:
Thanks for giving me so many wonderful and unforgettable memories:)
And for giving me something no one have ever give me before(:
I enjoy my every moment with you cos you filled my everyday with different colours(:
Sweet ones as well as bitter ones(: ♥
Thanks for being my bestfriend and also my idiotic asshole:)
Thanks for everything you've done for me, cos i really appreciate it loads ! :)
I don't know how can we last until sec 4 a not, but yah. Hope we will(:
2 more days to 10months and i've know you for 10months alr(:
Though it ain't that long, but yah(:
It was damn AMAZING(: , Way too awesome le(:
I really enjoy myself whenever imma with you worh~ :D
Thanks for being part of my life and being there whenever i need someone most:)
You neh once fail to make me happy(: Jus remember that,
I'll always be here for you, to hold on to you tightly(:
And to always lend you my shoulder, ear and hand^^
Takecare yah ? Jiayou in whatever you do especially HIM:D ! ^^
Iloveyouttvm(: ♥ Muackx:-* ; 240310 will last~ ^^

AngelineChoo aka. Darling♥ (:
Thanks for making me have feeling for you(:
Thanks for celebrating my birthday on 130510♥
Thanks for everything you've done for me(:
I appreciate it loads yah?:) Hmmm... Although after Justeene has leave us,
Everything has seems to change, but im sure our friendship didn't change so much yeah?(:
Thanks for letting me hold your hands tightly when i've got feeling for you.
Thanks for not letting go when i told you its gonna hurt if you do.
Thanks for being a great sist(: and for making my life wonderful(:
Thanks for always making my heart ache and than for healing it(:
I enjoy the times i spent with you worh, cos it was great~ :D
Hope we will be much closer compared to now(:
Thanks for being there for me before when i need someone,
Thanks for always lending me your awesome ear(:
And for thanks for letting me wipe off your tears worh~ :D
Study hard kay?(: And be who you really are(:
Its not all about your image, It doesn't mean anything unless people see who you really are.
So be yourself. If people don't like you for who you are then so what ?
They aren't worth your time yeah ? Your true friends,
Will like you no matter what, no matter how you dress or how you are as a person(:
If i really mean something to you, I hope it will sink yeah?(:
Iloveyou sist(: ♥ ; 110310 will last~ ^^

JazreelHoo aka. Sickening Laopo Panda♥ (:
Thanks for being part of my life,
For always cheering me up whenever imma sad.
For always letting me share my sadness with you(:
And also my happiness:) For always, making me smile when im sad.
For always msging me and not get pissed off whenever i forget to reply your msg(:
Thanks for taking care of me and everything you have done for me, i really appreciate it loads(:
Thanks for telling me that you are scare to lose me, cos i am too(:
HAHAH. Having you in my life is great y'know?(:
Jus remember no matter what happen, u will always have me to catch you(:
And even if you fall, im here to heal it all for you:)
I maybe hav the answer alr, and when its confirm, i will tell you kay?(:
No matter what it is, iloveyou in everyways luh chiobu xP !
Super bhb girl xD , HAHAH. i won't let go of you de luh:)
Trust me kay?(: Mus believe whatever i say hor, or else i will SLAP you xP ~ ♥
Kay luh, Forget about him bah(: and find someone whose worth more than him!(:
IloveyouLaopo♥ ! Muackx:-* ; 071110 will last ♥ :D

DeniseHo aka. MarmieZhu♥ (:
Thanks for trusting me:D
For telling me your troubles and problems(:
For lending me your ears and also being there for me:)
For hugging me and telling me so many stuff^^.
Thanks for everything u've done for me yeah(: ?
I appreciate it xD. I remember u once say,
U Jealous when me and the others so close ~ :D
HAHAH. was Shocked leh:D , but yah, thanks for telling me that:)
No matter what, jus remember im here for you like before kay?(:
Last long with Shaozhe hor xD, No matter what u will still have this awesome daughter
By your side to lend you her awesome-est ear and shoulder:D ! :)
Days with you are awesome especially all the laughter u brought to my world(:
Especially when we are going home tgt last long:D , hope there's more chance nao^^
Jiayou in everything you do worh~ , study hard too^^
IloveyouMarmie♥ ; 110210 will last~ :D ♥

JusteeneJhey aka. Sayang♥ (:
PinkPinkPink! :D ^^
BananaBananaBanana! :D
12may12may12may! ^^
Thanks for everything you have done for me:)
Thanks for being part of my life too yah ? (:
I enjoy moments i spend with you, cos it rawks xP !
Thanks for always being my listening ear worh, always talking about stuff that we both like(:
About the guy we love and our bestfriend ! :D Thanks for helping me out with my studies(:
And making me so hyper whenever im with you:D , thanks for all you have done for me:)
I really appreciate it loads yeah?(: My wish now is hoping for you to come back(:
Faster come back yeah?:) Cos i miss you so much(: So so so much(:
Im starting to accept the fact that you have alr leave me for 7months.
No matter what it is, i'll be waiting for your return every single day(:
No matter how long i've gotta wait, i'll still wait patiently for you:)
Cos you mean a lot to me. Cos u given me so many great memories(:
Imissyou and iloveyou sayang(: Hurry up come back kay?:)
And i promise to cherish you more than before and also spend my everyday with you^^
Takecare and i'll always be there by your side no matter how far apart we are kay?(:
IloveyouSayang♥ ; Waiting still~ (:

NurulSyazlinda aka. Pantat♥ (:
Thanks for all the giving me so much memories in primary school(:
Thanks for making my life so great in primary school~ :D
Thanks for always going arcade and being my gossip partner :P !
HAHAH. Anyway, although we so called drifted apart D:
But hope we'll be close again(: Cos i love the time i had with you^^
Damn funny and awesome luh~ Its awesome having u and knowing you xP
Omg, Good luck for ur north zone competiton yeah?(:
Omfg, i miss you so badly hahah.
Sorie for once rejecting you has my bestf yeah.. ? D:
Thanks for everything u have done for me especially in primary sch(:
All the hugs, Kisses and holding of hands^^ . Thankyou yo~
I appreciate everyth yeah?(: Study hard and do well for all of your exams!
Iloveyou luh pantat ! Seeyou soon yeah?(: ♥

KeziaSim aka. DarDar♥ (:
Yo my dardar:P ! Got miss me a not?(:
Sorie for once rejecting you as my bestf ! :x D:
Aiyah, that was the past alr ^^ , omg !
Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memories in primary school!
I enjoy it alot yo~ especially everyday after school with Syaz they all^^
Awesome much yo~ (Y) ! I enjoy it loads leh~ :D
Thanks for being there for me when i need someone.
Thanks for making me laugh so much and always blanja-ing me xP
Having you in my life is awesome manzxc ! :D HEHEH..
omg, still remember we always go to the bbt shop and slack like mad~ :D
Kay luh, Study hard uh. Dont get influence by bad people kay?(:
Thanks for all the hugs, kisses and holding on hands too~ :D
Jiayou in whatever you do yeah?:D , goodluck ! Study hard and all the best !
IloveyouDardar(: ♥

JoeyZheng aka. Sotong♥ (:
Thanks for always talking on the phone with me before(:
And whenever imma sad:D !
Thanks for always cheering me up whenever imma down:D !
Thanks for everything u have done for me. I appreciate it loads ! xP
HAHAH. Omg, Thanks for always going the sand playground with me xP !
At the drive way mac there :D ! Woots~
Days with you are awesome and i enjoy it a lot !
Hope we'll be much closer compare to now lorh~ :D
No matter what happen, jus remember..
I'll always be there for u kay?(: To lend you my ears,
My shoulder and giv u my free awesome HUG ! :D!
Jiayou in whatever you do ! Study hard too kay?(:
May your everyday be great and fun:D !
Having you in my life is great thanks alot ! :D
IloveyouSotong♥ (: Muackx:-*

MarilynToh aka. Bhbgirl♥ (:
Eh bhb zharbo ! Thanks for being there for me!
Thanks for helping me with -something- important! :P
HEHEH. Thanks for not giving up on helping me even though its difficult^^
Thanks for everything u have done for me !
I really appreciate it yo~ :D ! I enjoy myself when imma with you.
Thankyou yeah?(: HEHEH.
Study hard and TRain hard ! do well in whatever you do kay?(:
IloveyouBhbGirl♥ ; 020111 will last xP

LeeShuZhen aka. Zharbo♥ (:
Its great knowing you ! Omg, Your badminton skills is awesome (Y) !
Pro much uh ! :D , Hope u'll be much better than now(:
Thanks for being there for me and for helping me with many stuff(:
Thanks for also cheering me up and letting me tell you my problems.
And for always telling me everything will be okay de:D !
Thanks for everything u have done for me~ i appreciate it loads ~ ♥
Seeyou soon my awesome zharbo ! :D Study hard and smiles kay?(:
Everything's gonna be okay de yeah?:) Don't worry so much^^
Im here for you yeah?:) Takecare !
IloveyouZharbo♥ , smiles(: !

EileenLeong aka. Daughter♥ (:
Thanks for so called taking care of me(:
Thanks for helping me out with him!
Thanks for being there for me and more !
Jus yah, Thanks for everything u have done for me~
I appreciate it loads yeah?(: Mus be happy !
Don't think so much ! Everything's gonna be okay de kay?(:
Jiayou in whatever you do yeah?:)
Study hard, Train hard and play hard ^^ !
Live life to the fullest cos once it past, it can neh return alr yeah?(:
IloveyouDaughter♥ !

JadeChan aka. Ex-Sist♥ (:
Omg, i still remember u once ask me to be your bestf(:
Thanks for all the wonderful memoreis you have given me
I appreciate it loads loads uh! (:
Although i know all this has alr end but yah, hope everything will be back to where it is soon again(:
I enjoy myself when imma with you. Cos u are damn awesome luh(:
And also me sending you to amk hub mrt station everytime i wait for u?(:
Awesome much yo~ (Y) ! I really miss the time i had with you(:
I'll still be waiting for u to forgive me~ :D
Jiayou in whatever you do, mus be happy kay?(:
Study hard and play hard uh^^
Iloveyou♥~ ; hoping 210110 will come back again(:

WongShiHui aka. Partner♥ (:
OMG ! Partner jiu shi Partner !
Even now also sick together ! Bloody hell seh D: !
HAHAH. Anyway thanks for always treating me worh?(:
Thanks for being there for me too ! And also cheering me up !
Thanks for everything u have done for me uh~
I appreciate it loads yeah?(: Mus train hard together kay?(:
Mus win Crescent Girls xP ! (Y) ! And we can do it de~
Jiayou in whatever you do kay?(:
Dun think so much and be happy kay?(:
Jus remember u will always hav me by your side kay?(:
Study hard, Play hard and Train hard kay?^^
Iloveyou partner♥ xD ! Smiles !:D

BOYS I WILL WRITE ON 23RD can?(: HAND veh suan and tired le D: !